he .. cried ..

my dear blog, i wanna keep my favorite part in vampire diaries in inside my blog .. where Damon confess to Elena & telling why she can't know about his confession ..! oh my guard! i understand how this feeling !! seriously i understand .... and here are the scenes :

Damn says :

i love u, Elena ..

& it's bcos i love u ..

i can't be selfish with u ..

y can't u know this ..

i don't deserve u ..

but my brother does ..

seriously ! this is hurt enough for Damon knowing that he is falling for someone that can't be with him.. Talking about the SELFISH word that Damon said, Damon is always selfish .. he killed anyone he wanted .. he have sex with any girl that he wanted .. but, when it comes to someone that he love, he can't be selfish anymore .. love does change him .. when it comes to Elena, he changed .. deep inside his heart, he really wish that Elena would love him just the way he love Elena, how he really wish he can have Elena as his girlfriend .. but, when it comes to the thing that he seriously love, he didn't force her .. he just accept the fact that Elena is not loving him .. Elena just care about him .. soooooooo hurtful !! ....... but .. this is life ! this is love ! what more can i say about it ! .. then .. he kissed Elena's forehead .. sweet !!

aarrhhh !  poor Damon .. i can feel it ..... then .. he compel ( some kind of vampire's ability to persuade people to do what ever they wanted ..) /// he compel Elena to forgot everything that happen that night ..  he just wish that Elena dont have to forget about it .. but, Elena should never know this ! (just like my situation also!! ) ......... so hard .. so hurtful ..

then .. he compelled her .. with a very heavy-hearted ..!!

this is the best part ! tears run down his face !!! (well .. i have to save the best for the last) woooowww!!!! really2 deep hurt there !!!!!  well .. this is just a drama .. real life will always be a real life ..