a post dedicated to myself

hey you!
i hate you!
i hate you!
i hate you!
falling for someone is not a big deal, ok!
why you cant handle this?!!
why??
because of this thing, you are not the way you should act, the way you should talk, the way you should response to people around you!!!!
hey!!!
stop this drama!!!
plis!!!
you are not living your life the way you should live your life anymore!!
that person is not going to give a huge impact on you ok!!!!
stop this! just stop it!!!!!!!!!
i hate you for being like this!!! i hate you!
stop being too fragile when things is related to that person!!
plis be as cool as you can!
plis be as happy as you can!
plis be as strong as you can!
plis be as rational as you can!
plis!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate you now!! i just hAte seeing you like this!! that person is not everything!!!!
stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! plis! i beg you to stop all these things!
i beg you.....................................................