is it faded or resistant ....??

Internet kolej kediaman cempaka ada problem pulak this few days..
hurmmm... my feeling towards that person is not as worst as before.... now.. i can deal with my feeling.. i dont know... is it because of my feeling is already faded??? or i am resistant with the suffer that i have felt a few weeks ago?? i dont know.. now.. i dont really as exited as before... every second of my life... i still thinking of u... but.. the feeling is not really strong just like before... i think about u is because i am used to keep thinking of u..or.. i still have the feeling... ????? confused.. confused... but.. i know... i still have feeling for u..... & i always love u... i just confused... is it faded??or i already resistant will all the misery..